Monday, November 26, 2012

The Rising

Shining lights & bright chandeliers
The smell of spice from chinatown
Beneath the surface, upon my hand
Tingling nerves barely hold ground
My hips are swaying, I fall down

The water rushes o'er my face
I cough it out with shell & sand
Open my eyes to blazing sun
Dead or alive or in some fairy land
I know not, I'm without fear

We, the kids of yesterday, built of stardust
A flicker in the ocean of stars
Shine up! Rise ye'all
Pick up the slack and grab your oars
There's more to life that you thought

Sunday, November 25, 2012

Never Let Me Go - Thoughts

We all ponder on the purpose of our lives some point or the other. Why are we born where we were, what are we supposed to do and do we truly control our destinies. Mankind is nothing but a speck in the vast expanses of the universe, the glorious galaxies, the gazillion stars and their planets. We might be nothing but an minor, insignificant, accidental occurrence. Knowing this might very well makes us cynical and nihilistic, but it could also lead us compassion and love. The choice between the two determines if we end our brief journeys in time with regret or contentment.


'Never let me go' is a film/book set in a alternate dystopian universe where cloning was discovered in 1952 and it enabled humans to breed clones, that provided organs when their own ones failed, thus letting them live more than 100 years. That was the synopsis provided on the cover of the DVD, but the movie itself starts of in a boarding school set in a remote area in English country. The kids are a bunch of different personalities like you would see in a normal school. But slowly you realize there is something unusual about the school based on how the Head mistress and teachers talk about tradition. There are also some innocuous looking, but odd things that seem to occur. Eventually one of the teachers breaks the suspense and lets us viewers and the kids themselves know that they are destined to be organ donors. The movie focuses on 3 of the kids: Kathy, Ruth & Tommy. Kathy is the protagonist and narrator of the story and movie is told from her point of view. Tommy is a shy boy who seems to have his own problems of rage. Kathy and he share a special bond and their relationship unravels in gentle & intimate fashion. Ruth is Kathy's best friend and is very bossy and talky girl. In a curious twist, Ruth & Tommy end up in a relationship as Kathy is left to console herself. The rest of the movie chronicles how the 3 characters end up.

There is a telling speech in the first act, where the school principal gives a speech in some sort of annual day event where we she boasts about tradition of the school towards donation and how they have proudly held up their standards. The donor kids even after they grow up to be teenagers (or 20 somethings) still talk about 'completing' successfully after their donations. In some ways, the movie reminds us hows kids can be influenced when they are young into what is right and wrong and what the purposes of their lives are. Things like religion, power equations, societal mores are drilled into our heads and minds almost like the 'sleep-learning' process in 'Brave New World'. 

Even though it has a lot of subtext in the story, and in a lot ways it is allegorical, the movie bravely focusses on the human story. It is about empathy first and then everything else. And that is a good thing, because we're invested in the stories of the 3 kids. And within the setting, the emotions are very relatable. Love, jealousy, anger, regret and longing are all our own and to see each these beautiful kids, who have no parents in the conventional sense go through them is very moving. The value of life and value of moments which are like sand particles from a beach that flow away when clenched is invaluable. We must live our lives as they are wrought, but we do have choices to make that define who we are.


Somewhere in 2010 this movie got released and garnered lot of acclaim in the film festivals that it was screened and also in critics. And I'm surprised that I never heard of it till recently. It stars Carey Mulligan, who I absolutely adore, along with Andrew Garfield, who hasn't put a wrong foot forward in his fledging career, and Kiera Knightley, who feels like a veteran now amidst the rest of the cast. The movie is based on Kazuo Ishiguru's novel by the same name. I had watched 'Remains of the day' (he won a Booker for this) which was also based of his book and starred Anthony Hopkins & Emma Thompson. 'Remains of the day' is as different a setting from 'Never let me go' as chalk and cheese. But the themes and poignancy of the protagonist share an unmistakable similarity. Both are about predestined lives and living up to the expectations and fulfilling duties that are set by others. They both touch upon the regret of unrequited love and finally longing for what could have been. Melancholy has never found a truer chronicler.

Monday, November 12, 2012

Holy Cow! Did Romney perform worse than McCain?

Apparently Newt Gingrich was finally coming to terms with the 'shocking' election results. But there was a quote in the article which had me really surprised. The media seems to have missed this amazing statistic. But here's the quote first:
"But if you had said to me three weeks ago Mitt Romney would get fewer votes than John McCain and it looks like he'll be 2 million fewer, I would have been dumbfounded."
Wait, what? Did Romney get fewer votes than McCain? Well turns out he actually did! Here is the vote share for 2008



So McCain got 59,934,814 votes in 2008. Now lets look at what Romney got (keep in mind, votes are still trickling in due to absentee and postal ballots. But we have a good enough estimate now):


Romney has only 58,805,092 votes so far. This will go up a little bit, but not by much. So Romney indeed got fewer votes than McCain. However there is a caveat to that observation. As you can obviously see, the percentage vote share for Romney is much higher than McCain ( 48% vs 45.7% ). And correspondingly you can see that Obama got much fewer votes as compared to 4 years ago. What it means is 2 things:
  1. The percentage of people voting this year has fallen down quite a bit from 2008. This speaks to the general disillusionment of the country towards politics in general and elections in particular. So much for $6bn spent on the campaigns. 
  2. Its not surprising for the incumbent candidate ( or party ) to get fewer votes, but its the challenger that needs to enthuse its own base. And clearly the Republicans failed to do so. Amidst all the talk of Republicans not appealing to Latinos and other minorities, what is overlooked is the fact that the core conservative base itself didn't feel so strongly about Romney. And also the 'conservative' rage ( including the Tea party movement) was misplaced and frankly quite factitious. If they were really angry they would have come out to vote in much larger numbers.




Saturday, November 3, 2012

NanoWrimo

National november writing month is here again. And I feel so inadequate as every year. Just like the marathon I'm always afraid of signing up for, I'm not sure if I've have it in me to churn out 50,000 words within a month. I've somehow managed to pull the great trick of masking it under bravado. I keep telling myself that I could do anything if I put my heart to it but now is just not the right time. Hell, its never gonna be the right time. There are so many things I want to get to: blogging regularly, learn python,  get back to regular exercise schedule and you know what? Never mind! The list is endless and my motivation: zilch. I guess the answer to that is: how about starting with something? So, no promises this time around. But I'm going to start doing a few things on a regular basis.


But NanoWrimo is awesome! Its a great community of like minded folks coming together, setting a target, following up on it, motivating each other and getting a wave of procrastinators to finally take the plunge. If you're one of those folks who always wanted to write that amazing fantasy novel, or your own Harry Potter series, or even write your own autobiography, now is the time. Go ahead and sign up for it.

As for me, I'm still here.