Sunday, November 25, 2012

Never Let Me Go - Thoughts

We all ponder on the purpose of our lives some point or the other. Why are we born where we were, what are we supposed to do and do we truly control our destinies. Mankind is nothing but a speck in the vast expanses of the universe, the glorious galaxies, the gazillion stars and their planets. We might be nothing but an minor, insignificant, accidental occurrence. Knowing this might very well makes us cynical and nihilistic, but it could also lead us compassion and love. The choice between the two determines if we end our brief journeys in time with regret or contentment.


'Never let me go' is a film/book set in a alternate dystopian universe where cloning was discovered in 1952 and it enabled humans to breed clones, that provided organs when their own ones failed, thus letting them live more than 100 years. That was the synopsis provided on the cover of the DVD, but the movie itself starts of in a boarding school set in a remote area in English country. The kids are a bunch of different personalities like you would see in a normal school. But slowly you realize there is something unusual about the school based on how the Head mistress and teachers talk about tradition. There are also some innocuous looking, but odd things that seem to occur. Eventually one of the teachers breaks the suspense and lets us viewers and the kids themselves know that they are destined to be organ donors. The movie focuses on 3 of the kids: Kathy, Ruth & Tommy. Kathy is the protagonist and narrator of the story and movie is told from her point of view. Tommy is a shy boy who seems to have his own problems of rage. Kathy and he share a special bond and their relationship unravels in gentle & intimate fashion. Ruth is Kathy's best friend and is very bossy and talky girl. In a curious twist, Ruth & Tommy end up in a relationship as Kathy is left to console herself. The rest of the movie chronicles how the 3 characters end up.

There is a telling speech in the first act, where the school principal gives a speech in some sort of annual day event where we she boasts about tradition of the school towards donation and how they have proudly held up their standards. The donor kids even after they grow up to be teenagers (or 20 somethings) still talk about 'completing' successfully after their donations. In some ways, the movie reminds us hows kids can be influenced when they are young into what is right and wrong and what the purposes of their lives are. Things like religion, power equations, societal mores are drilled into our heads and minds almost like the 'sleep-learning' process in 'Brave New World'. 

Even though it has a lot of subtext in the story, and in a lot ways it is allegorical, the movie bravely focusses on the human story. It is about empathy first and then everything else. And that is a good thing, because we're invested in the stories of the 3 kids. And within the setting, the emotions are very relatable. Love, jealousy, anger, regret and longing are all our own and to see each these beautiful kids, who have no parents in the conventional sense go through them is very moving. The value of life and value of moments which are like sand particles from a beach that flow away when clenched is invaluable. We must live our lives as they are wrought, but we do have choices to make that define who we are.


Somewhere in 2010 this movie got released and garnered lot of acclaim in the film festivals that it was screened and also in critics. And I'm surprised that I never heard of it till recently. It stars Carey Mulligan, who I absolutely adore, along with Andrew Garfield, who hasn't put a wrong foot forward in his fledging career, and Kiera Knightley, who feels like a veteran now amidst the rest of the cast. The movie is based on Kazuo Ishiguru's novel by the same name. I had watched 'Remains of the day' (he won a Booker for this) which was also based of his book and starred Anthony Hopkins & Emma Thompson. 'Remains of the day' is as different a setting from 'Never let me go' as chalk and cheese. But the themes and poignancy of the protagonist share an unmistakable similarity. Both are about predestined lives and living up to the expectations and fulfilling duties that are set by others. They both touch upon the regret of unrequited love and finally longing for what could have been. Melancholy has never found a truer chronicler.

Monday, November 12, 2012

Holy Cow! Did Romney perform worse than McCain?

Apparently Newt Gingrich was finally coming to terms with the 'shocking' election results. But there was a quote in the article which had me really surprised. The media seems to have missed this amazing statistic. But here's the quote first:
"But if you had said to me three weeks ago Mitt Romney would get fewer votes than John McCain and it looks like he'll be 2 million fewer, I would have been dumbfounded."
Wait, what? Did Romney get fewer votes than McCain? Well turns out he actually did! Here is the vote share for 2008



So McCain got 59,934,814 votes in 2008. Now lets look at what Romney got (keep in mind, votes are still trickling in due to absentee and postal ballots. But we have a good enough estimate now):


Romney has only 58,805,092 votes so far. This will go up a little bit, but not by much. So Romney indeed got fewer votes than McCain. However there is a caveat to that observation. As you can obviously see, the percentage vote share for Romney is much higher than McCain ( 48% vs 45.7% ). And correspondingly you can see that Obama got much fewer votes as compared to 4 years ago. What it means is 2 things:
  1. The percentage of people voting this year has fallen down quite a bit from 2008. This speaks to the general disillusionment of the country towards politics in general and elections in particular. So much for $6bn spent on the campaigns. 
  2. Its not surprising for the incumbent candidate ( or party ) to get fewer votes, but its the challenger that needs to enthuse its own base. And clearly the Republicans failed to do so. Amidst all the talk of Republicans not appealing to Latinos and other minorities, what is overlooked is the fact that the core conservative base itself didn't feel so strongly about Romney. And also the 'conservative' rage ( including the Tea party movement) was misplaced and frankly quite factitious. If they were really angry they would have come out to vote in much larger numbers.




Saturday, November 3, 2012

NanoWrimo

National november writing month is here again. And I feel so inadequate as every year. Just like the marathon I'm always afraid of signing up for, I'm not sure if I've have it in me to churn out 50,000 words within a month. I've somehow managed to pull the great trick of masking it under bravado. I keep telling myself that I could do anything if I put my heart to it but now is just not the right time. Hell, its never gonna be the right time. There are so many things I want to get to: blogging regularly, learn python,  get back to regular exercise schedule and you know what? Never mind! The list is endless and my motivation: zilch. I guess the answer to that is: how about starting with something? So, no promises this time around. But I'm going to start doing a few things on a regular basis.


But NanoWrimo is awesome! Its a great community of like minded folks coming together, setting a target, following up on it, motivating each other and getting a wave of procrastinators to finally take the plunge. If you're one of those folks who always wanted to write that amazing fantasy novel, or your own Harry Potter series, or even write your own autobiography, now is the time. Go ahead and sign up for it.

As for me, I'm still here.

Tuesday, October 30, 2012

Iphone 5 vs Nexus 4 - from Technite

Google launched their Nexus 4 in a quiet fashion, after their event in NY was cancelled due to Hurricane Sandy. However that doesn't mean, the device is a quiet or an insignificant one. This is the 4th iteration in the Nexus phone family and along with the Nexus 10 that was launched too, Google now has a full range of devices. But the big question is how does it stand up against Apple's iPhone 5 which was launched just a few weeks ago. Lets find out:

Round 1: Looks

Admit it, you want a new device for the swag. I know a lot of Apple loyalists shed tears when the iPhone 4S came in the same body of the iPhone 4.














The round is a almost a wash. The Nexus 4 has a grazed pattern covered with a glass surface which gives it a fairly unique look, but the brushed aluminum back of the iPhone 5 takes the honors. I'm not going to waste any time comparing the front which is basically a slab of capacitative touchscreen.

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Sunday, October 14, 2012

1st quarter - status check

In my last post I had talked about embarking on an effort to read at least 52 books over the course of a year. For a while, I thought this was going to end up the route of my other such ambitious proclamations. However, reading is something I genuinely enjoy.  Hence I was a little more optimistic.

It helped that my wife is a voracious reader and she has been bringing all sorts of books from the library. I started reading from her collection first and and slowly started accompanying her each time to get my own set of books that I had always wanted to read. In addition I also started listening to audiobooks on my way to work and back. This way I was able to peruse multiple books simultaneously.  Its been many years, since I read books with such a fervor. During my most addicted moments, especially with books that are absolutely riveting, one can find me glued to the book (or the kindle, of late) right from the time I come back from work, while waiting in lines, the restrooms (which has turned into a mini library) and even during lunch hour at work.

Its been a mix of books, right from classics to graphic novels to contemporary literature. My appetite has been insatiable. I feel like I need to catch up on all the lost years. My Netflix and Hulu plus usage has suffered as a consequence and I'm actually pondering whether I should just yank them off. Now I want to write about each of them. But my thoughts are all wandering about all over the place. I need to gather them and give purpose to each. Let me start with listing my progress so far. And of course before I forget, I want to highlight goodreads.com. Its an amazing website with a great app to boot. The reader community is huge and its a great way to keep track of all the books you've read and also create a wish-list for future reading. Here's what I've accomplished so far:

Read
The Great Gatsby
Shadow of the wind
South of the border, west of the sun
Animal Farm
Of Mice and Men
Such a long journey
Pride and prejudice
Freedom Song
Breakfast of Champions
Embroideries
Persepolis
Feynman
War is boring
The Communist Manifesto
The Sun also rises

Currently Reading:
The Rape of Nanking
Brave new world
The Yiddish policeman's union
Blind willow, sleeping woman
Great Expectations
The 4-hour workweek
The Beautiful and Damned